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I can't wait for 2014 to come for know 2013 has been a hell of a year for me. Haha! Hopefully 2014 can be a better year. Insya Allah.  One thing for sure is that, I'll definitely be busy because of work. I'll be busy working day in & day out. Work definitely my first priority. I wouldn't want to perform well for my 6 month probation. Shall google what my career prospect will be after this. 

Music wise. I requested for sabatical leave for a few of the orchestras. This includes Braddell Heights Symphony Orchestra. I'm really tired from all these music things already and would like to slowly reduce my commitments on them. Well, yes I would definitely join back once my working life is stable. :) 

My mum health condition is getting worse these days. Her sugar level fluctuating so badly. I am so worried for her. Hais. Now she got bowel problems. She can't control herself already. I feel sorry for her. Really I do, though I don't really show it openly. Its just not me to do that. But ma,although you're not my biological mother, you know deeply that I love you right? Insya Alla, once Wan work already, and have lesser commitments, I'll be there for you whenever you need me. Its a promise I make to you. I love you mum.

Love life's pretty much the same for me. No dates, no hookups. HAHA! Not as if I'm looking for it also. My friend have been matchmaking me. But sorry, I prefer to let it come naturally. I don't want to rush it also. Or should I say, I don't bother actually. Heh.

:)

With love,

Syed Ridwan